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the intuitive life

Walls can go "poof poof" and disappear

This photo is special. I remember as this photo was being taken I could sense the malleability of the physical world. I felt my inner dreamscape projected outward. 

We can help each other to create a culture of peace and prosperity. If we allow ourselves to. 

Embrace your own inner abilities and power to create the inner shifts necessary for transformation. Step it up, you can do it.

I am so grateful for all of you that are picking courage and allowing yourselves to be raw vulnerable nerves expressing your unique medicine to friends, family, and community.

 We help each other.

the story of humanity is being rewritten

#love #heal #serve #art #friends #destiny 




I'm going through huge transition. I can't help but feel torn, broken, shredded to a thousand pieces. My heart is raw. This quote ran across my newsfeed on Facebook and I'm so happy and grateful to have run across it.

"Being in transition doesn’t mean you’re broken. It means you’re breaking away from the old, the world that no longer fits you. It may seem as though there are big gaping holes in your life. But it takes some room to spread your wings." - Tama J. Kieves

I'm happy that I've run across it, because no matter how much I've learned to trust and let go- my mind darkens. My heart closes. I see the victim surfacing, I feel resentment and anger mixing into a toxic elixir. The darkness leaves me feeling broken. 

Breaking away means letting go though. It invites new energy into your life. My past experience shows that more grace flows through me when I let go. May I earn all my current and future gray hairs with grace. 

the present moment is all we have



Ocean and Land

Yoga is helping me bridge the two worlds. One foot in infinite mystery and creative potential, one foot on grounded land and current moment to moment reality. Learning to intertwine both of them is an art and yoga helps.

Going off the beaten path promises so many jewels for the longing heart. But it is the road less travelled, tough terrain is inevitable, but the opening of the heart, the strengthening of faith and trust  is so damn magical. 

A woman who has uncovered and honors her intimacy with the earth through developing a relationship with nature or through the power within her own body carries a wisdom of infinite mystery and potential.

She moves through life with one foot in a strange ocean, one on the solid land of her ordinary life.

This is not just an idea, but a way to live.

Mystics, artists, and mothers of young children know this ability to be half-absorbed in unnameable creative forces while still attentive to their embodied reality, capable on a moment-to-moment basis of drawing from those deeper forces to create and nourish life around them.
— Hilary Hart, "Body of Wisdom"






i woke up, felt a heavy pressure on my chest, my eyes. I closed my eyes, next thing I knew it was 11:45. Two hours of sitting up and feeling disoriented. There's dishes to clean, a little thing there and there to tidy up. I can't move though. Rather, I choose not to move. I don't know what it is. So. 

I take a shower. Okay.  Breathe.  There's a silence. There's a pressure. Move..

This has been weighing heavily on me. The kids. The children. 

Children are wise if you allow them to be wise. You have to watch for it.. wait for it. And when it pops out you look at them with agreement. That is enough to anchor in the conviction of their own thoughts. And when you're really lucky, it goes on beyond agreement but conversation...

There, the daze is lifted. A kernel of understanding I needed to integrate...

*when we allow ourselves to be, messages come thru that  shape our destiny





Inner eye


Inner eye

I love you mists, you've created the most ethereal life for me.

Right now life isn't just at a cross roads. Its at a cross roads with mists. One foot in every direction is blanketed with mists, so any hope of glimpsing what one path might yield is down right null. Well the sages warn about this time, do not look at the external for validation. Do not look at what the physical eyes can see. Look, but with the inner eye.

Inner eye

Inner eye, internal compass, conscience, heart, intuition, all of these so tangibly nebulous. But it is the only thing that helps to a surrendered and offered life that doesn't play by the rules of man but to the rules of something exquisitely mystical. 

What direction do I take?

The path less travelled whispers Frost.

None. I stay right there. I feel into the feelings. I close my eyes. I examine, what am I am about. This isn't the first time I've been at a cross roads. Not at all. 

So now what feels right to me?

To write. To feel. To clarify. To observe. To go inward.





Portal jumping: when you enter a new environment that is out of the rhythm of your day to day. It doesn't have have to be out of your city, it can be as simple as walking into an office. That happened to me once, walked right into the middle of an operation led by a Robin Hood character.

A massive realignment occurs: what you're about and what you want is reflected back to you. You walk into a portal and powerful meetings with powerful souls occur, deep soul messages are transferred, magic and the surreal is conjured.